slp till ard 1 plus today.
slack till 4 plus.
msged paxton, cindy, nicholas and mindy for mahjong.
cuz at 1st thought paxton not coming.
so we have 5 kakis.
then i share leg with mindy.
overall win bout $7.
quite a fun game tonight.
cuz long time nv meet up with nicholas.
then he still the same as ever.
talk no link but still funny.
haha.
also got another game tml morning.
with peng,chang and liang.
hopefully liang can wake up on time.
or else have to play 3 person mahjong till he come.
anyway i guess i am getting on with my life pretty well now.
i told my parents about our breakup.
i guess it took me quite some time before breaking the news to them.
my mum is the most shocked. followed by my grandma.
i know my grandma loves her a lot.
but well...
some things even if turn back the time.
things will still not be the same anymore.
i am very sure now i have given up my love for her.
which is very hard.
but i still make it.
i feel more free after breaking up with her.
not so restricted to many things.
i am more of those outgoing kind.
regardless of being with guys or girls.
i will still fool ard.
which always sends the wrong msg to her.
i am not trying to push all the blame to her.
but i do see couples.
for e.g the bf is close to the gf girl friends too.
they play ard together. with the gf oso.
so yea. i guess i like more of that type of girl.
like know each other.
so trust the bf wont cb her.
she always say she dun like my frens.
and ya alot of probs is also due to my frens.
the ones i mix ard with.
some of my frens their patterns are like this.
so if she dun like them.
wad can i do?
for e.g their attitude and stuff.
its not like i like every single of her frens too.
its only that is her frens. so i try to mix ard with them.
at least i make the effort.
wad about her?
she will just tell me my frens attitude lidat.
this and that.
yea.. i guess i should not carry on ranting on this kind of unhappy stuffs.
no point looking back now.
well. back to my stuff.
schs reopening in like 4 days time.
omg. and i stil have a online assignment to do.
well wait till sat or sun then i chiong bahs.
boring.
there is 1 more thing i would like to talk about.
i hate the new systems of soccer betting in singaporepools.
yea it save paper. but have to rmb wad to shade and stuffs.
its so stupid.
make me bet on the wrong team today.
haha.
will turkey win croatia?
shall blog about the results again.
haha. a goodnites to myself.