i guess forgetting her is not as easy as just saying it.
i tot i have forgotten about her.
but i guess not now..
my grandmother talk to me about her just now.
a lot of memories of me and her came back into my mind.
she ask me wad happen.
but wad can i tell my grandma?
even if i do explain things 1 by 1.
will they be able to understand why i make the decision of giving up?
and also why she make the decision of giving up?
after the talk with my grandma.
kinda of feel very down.
and no mood to do stuff.
i duno why i am behaving like this too.
the love that i have for her is too strong.
too strong till that its not like i say i want to forget.
i can forget it.
sighs.
i tot we can stay happy and kip on going on and strong.
but i guess its not wad i expected.